Meh is right. Most whom know me know of my shitty sleeping habits (being that I don't stay asleep) the last few weeks have been even worse. Been missing traction alot recently, trying to catch up on sleep makes it hard to even get up before midday.
Still can't find work. Getting really fed up with it. And in saying that, I don't think I'll actually be able to work, what with my stress/anxiety issues and the fact that I hate people in general makes it rather hard to find the right employment.
Further frustrations along the lines of self.
I'm getting really really tired of trying to find a bra that fits. Went to myers on... thursday, tried finding bras there that will fit me and look decent. AKA don't look like something my great grandmother wears. Of course that one is impossible. The lady there was actually HELPFUL (omgnew) and said that she can get me the G cup, she can get me the 20 round the back, just not together. Gave me some business cards for some specialty bra sellers, that have cup sizes up to L and round the back to 26 I think, one of them had back sizes to 30? 40? I think? Checked out their websites on a whim today, and what would happen? Same fucking shit that happens everywhere else, attractive bra's up to a 18G That's right! one size off in the back. And I am aware that I can get an 18 and wear that, but the 20 fits perfectly. Still haven't heard back from berlei, sent them a message the other week asking why they are either too stupid to realize that there are women out there that NEED big, attractive bras, and I mean big! Not their idea of big (coughbullshitcough). I also asked them if they where just ignorant, or if they were too high and mighty to service women of that size. I'm picking on them for their bullshit ads about "uplifting the women of australia" (grr... some women)

Either way, I'm irrate and short of temper.