So.. life's been a bitch recently.
Was at a funeral on friday, Aaron's grandfather had died, and apart from the general boredom that comes with a funeral, it was also a catholic funeral. Hence %80 of the thing was shitting on about how great jesus is and how he's amazing.
One of the bible readings that I particularly had a hard time listening too...

1 Corinthians 13:1-8 and John 14:1-6,27

"If I could speak in any language in heaven or on earth but didn't love others, I would only be making meaningless noise like a loud gong or a clanging cymbal.
If I had the gift of prophecy, and if I knew all the mysteries of the future and knew everything about everything, but didn't love others, what good would I be? And if I had the gift of faith so that I could speak to a mountain and make it move, without love I would be no good to anybody.
If I gave everything I have to the poor and even sacrificed my body, I could boast about it; but if I didn't love others, I would be of no value whatsoever.
Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. Love does not demand it's own way. Love is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged.
It is never glad about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out.
Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance.
Love will last forever, but prophecy and speaking in unknown languages and special knowledge will all disappear.
There are three things that will endure - Faith, hope, and love - and the greatest of these is love."

The key points I will now be making are amusing... to me.

- Words spoken out of love always have a meaning. Lets face it. It's the opinions of people we don't know/hardly know/once knew that stick with us the most.
- "... if I didn't love others, I would be of no value whatsoever." If you don't love people, for whatever reason, you are now worthless! Completely worthless! Yes! Throw in your job and reside in a cardboard box! You are now worthless!

(This bit pisses me off so fucking much)
- "Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. Love does not demand it's own way. Love is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged.
It is never glad about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out.
Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance."

Love is patient and kind. - Yes, I'll agree with that one..

Love is not boastful or proud. - That's right. Be ashamed of the people you love, do not tell others, or yourself, of their accomplishment, of why they are great. That's right. Never show your love of them to others

Love does not demand it's own way - Are you fucking shitting me? Love is all about giving and receiving, if you both give, and not take, your love is worthless. You are providing what is not wanted, desired, or being used, for whatever reasons. Love is about demanding it's own way. Except it involves back rubs and cold beers served.

Love is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. - HOLY SHITTING DICK NIPPLES REALLY?!! I suppose all those wives can forget going to the police for getting beaten, or those kids for being raped, or girlfriends leaving boyfriends, and vice versa, because their other cheated on them. NOPE! You'll never remember being beaten, raped, molested, cheated on, or having your heart broken if you have LOVE.

- Love will last forever, but prophecy and speaking in unknown languages and special knowledge will all disappear.
There are three things that will endure - Faith, hope, and love - and the greatest of these is love. - Hey preacher tell that to all the gay couples out there, that are abused by YOUR faith, by YOUR beliefs, because YOUR FAITH doesn't like them, and cause you have spread, in YOUR FAITH, that their love IS NOT LOVE.

_Fuckers

Off that, it's been a usual week of up and down-ness, still trying to find work, though I'm starting to give up on it. Tired of trying. Really tired.

Was painfully sick the other day. From monday night til this morning. sucks.
Massive bruise on my arm. Looks like I've been shooting up. Stupid blood tests.
Jenni thinks I'll be able to handle motherhood standing on my head.
Lundie is beautiful!
Dyed my hair again.
God that bruise is big.... o.O
Bought a nu dress. I don't care that it doesn't fit me, it's GRAND.
Parents going away soon, hopefully we can get Aaron's PC connected to the internet and we can wow

yes that's right, I've been playing WoW
not retail. this. [link]
Not bad, not so many players. It is bugged, alot, though not that much more...
just some npcs don't say much, and others respawn weirdly... the FM in TB respawned in a tree.... weird.
Life's slow. Not much on the go.. busy most days mind you.